Divorce Made Me a Better Parent – SheKnows

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Breaking Good: A Modern Guide to DivorceMaybe it was when the kids were playing in our small living room — the sound of LEGOs clicking together and their little voices discussing important matters of the pretend game they were playing. Their imaginations created whole new worlds, in which Barbies danced around LEGO creations; their minds were so free. Or perhaps it was the wide smiles and clear eyes that the kids started wearing on a near-constant basis. Perhaps it was the giggles, the laughter, the adventuresome spirits they carried with them.

Whatever it was, it didn’t take long after separating from my ex-husband for me to realize how much better off we were without him. Our house filled with laughter and joy, and it was suddenly free from the tension and arguing that had dwelled with us before.

I also realized something possibly even more important: I am a better parent as a single mother.

When I was married, money management was a source of discord. We didn’t agree on matters related to spending or saving so it wasn’t uncommon for us to argue about it. But as a single mother, I manage the finances myself — and I decide what’s really necessary and what can wait.

I am able to budget better, choosing housing within my budget, the right car for our needs and activities that fit our life and budget. There’s no “expectation” expenses to factor in like expensive television packages because we don’t want them.

Sarah Walker Caron Family
Image: Courtesy of Sarah Walker Caron.

This also means that when track season starts and my son outgrows his track running shoes overnight, we can just run out and buy another pair. There’s no worry or discussion about the expense, since I’ve built a savings account just for that purpose.

That savings account is something I am so glad to have. As a single mom, I am free to save money for expenses, emergencies and other things we want. So I do — and it’s thrilling to see my savings growing. At the same time, I have also been able to budget money to pay down debt. That feels great too. Having full control of our budget has been good for my credit score, my bank account and my psyche.

Likewise, household management is less stressful. Little things — like making the bed or cleaning the floors — were things we didn’t agree on. I like returning to a made bed at the end of the day and feel that a quick Swiffer of the floor and occasional wet Swiffer is good enough most of the time. My ex didn’t care if the bed was made but wanted the floors cleaned until the grout shone white (as if!).

As a single mom, I set the standards in our home so I decide what’s important. Our house is clean, but I don’t stress it if the coffee table gets cluttered or we wait until the morning to do the dishes.

Divide and conquer has been the hallmark of my household management — and it makes things so much easier. We each do our own laundry. My son takes out the trash. My daughter cleans the sinks. Together they unload the dishwasher and take care of the litter box. I do the cooking, dishwasher loading, kitchen cleanup and make sure our kitchen is stocked and everyone is clean and fed. I also clean the bathrooms … usually. Most importantly though, there’s no resentment. If I forget to clean the toilet, it’s on me and me alone.

Our home became a calmer place when I became a single mother. Loud noises — the sounds of violent video games and action movies — set my nerves on edge. But in our house, we prefer Super Mario World over Call of Duty and Doctor Who over Rambo. Moreover, we only turn on the television when we’re going to watch it. The sound doesn’t punctuate the day.

Sarah Walker Caron and kids
Image: Courtesy of Sarah Walker Caron.

When we return at the end of the day, the house is as we left it. My kids love to read (so do I!) but my ex never quite understood why we’d choose books over television, movies or video games. As a single mom, reading time became one of the cherished bits of our day. We could curl up on the couches or in my bed. We could read together or separately. And there was always a new book to dig into because I was free to have as many bookcases as I wanted.

Spontaneity has been an unexpected surprise of my single mom parenting. Unencumbered by expectations of how things “should be” I am free to take last minute trips to the lake to swim, attend concerts, take walks when the moment moves us, attend all sorts of cultural events, do silly things, have painting nights and create new traditions. One of our favorite new traditions is Cheesy Monday. Our first winter here, we’d go to a local cheese shop and try three new cheeses each week with fancy bread and crudites for dinner. We don’t do that every week anymore, but we still love it.

Sometimes, when we finish dinner, I’ll tell my kids to get their shoes on so we can run out for ice cream. The glee on their faces has made me want to do it again and again.

Overall, my single mom parenting is driven by less stress. I am more relaxed so my parenting is too. I am free to put my children first — their events, needs and wants — and not worry about pushback from a parent who doesn’t think that way.

That’s not to say I am perfect. Far from it. There are still times when my kids get in trouble or I raise my voice (often, this relates to chores, but that’s a normal part of parenting). Sometimes homework takes longer or is harder than my kids expect, and they get stressed. Sometimes we run late for things, and that doesn’t sit well with me. Sometimes I take on too much in my pursuit to give my kids a better life.

But overall, we’re all happier than we were. There’s a sense of security and warmth in our home. It’s nice.

I’d wanted to give them a picture-perfect life. Two parents, a happy home, a place where friends gather and fun is had. I wanted to be the Keatons from Family Ties or the McCallisters (minus the forgotten kid) from Home Alone…but perfection is an illusion.

You can have a happy home without two parents. We do. And sometimes the best parenting you can do is that which you do solo.

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